What’s Next?
Random night out to the Ducks Unlimited Dinner with my oh so sweet husband! ❤️
I’ve been getting this question a lot.
Are you going to plan for another transfer? Are you going to wait? When is your next appointment? When are you going back to UCSF? What are you planning next?
Truth is, I’m taking a break!
The amount of hormones, the shots, the pills, and the miscarriage; was just way too much for me. Mentally, physically and emotionally I just need a break.
Our plan is go back to the clinic in the summer and plan for another transfer. My doctor has a new protocol, new medications, and wants to take an entirely different approach this next go around.
I really am hoping this new protocol and all the new things she wants to do is exactly what my body is needing and I just pray that it works for us. I have to trust my team, my wonderful doctors and just have faith.
Experiencing my miscarriage was the most difficult thing I’ve ever gone through. I really never imagined being infertile, and also having to navigate pregnancy loss. After going through all of that, my husband and I have decided we need time to navigate this loss, and give my body a time to rest and recover.
I’m so thankful to have a such a supportive husband, who is always by side helping me through all of these difficult things life has thrown our way. I know our rainbow baby will join us one day, and until time I’m just taking it day by day.
I truly believe God has a plan for us, and he sees and knows the desires of my heart and he never fails. God is always faithful. So I’m moving forward knowing that. Being able to cast all my worries on him is exactly what I need to help ease my mind and fears.
If you’re experiencing infertility, pregnancy loss, anxiety or depression know I am praying for you, and I love you!